VEGGIES !!

I love you.
You are me heroes.

Unrespectable.

I have the best friends! OMG I love you all soo much! I've noticed how great you are, cause I know i can tell you anything and I can trust you to keep the secret, I can rely on you all to always be there for me and have my back which is great. I always have fun with you all, make me smile and laugh. Eventhough sometimes I can be very annoying and not seem like the nicest of people, you gotta know you can also tell me anything, I'll keep your secrets if you keep mine, I'll stand up for you and you can depend on my trust, honestly I can actually be decent some times :P

Earlier i felt all crappy (Blog below), okay sure I still have the same problems but Ryan, Lew and Dale rang asking me to come out so Yay. Get out of the house like :). I'm glad you asked me to come out, it really has cheered me up, had fun eventhough we hardly did anything lol. Anyway point is guys you rule and I really don't know what I'd do without you all 'cause you're all so nice to meeeeee !!

I love you !!

Hmphh.

Yano, I'm sick of me. I want one thing then I want another, don't want it no more, no.. wait... changed my mind.. I do want it.
What is wrong with me? It's soooo annoying! Thought I was finally happy with something I had..
And then you pointed something out to me and POOF, I'm totally unsure.
And it's not as if I don't want it .. I do! I'm happy at times, but then I think about it .. and I'm like.. Damn :/
And it sucks 'cause what you pointed out to me is true, and I've never notied it before.. How could I not notice it before?
I don't know what to do.. I hate being in this situation. Because right now I'm deffinatly liking the sound of all sides.

Good morning.

Yano what? I've been so damn happy today. might not have looked like i was but hell, I was! Repeating inmy head "3 more hours t'ill the weekend, 2 more hours t'ill the weekend, 1 more hour, 20 mins" and so on. And when I got on that bus back home, sun shining brightening up Wales (For once!) my new summer song blasting in my ears ( Learn to fly - Foo fighters.. And yeah I know it's not Summer but it's more like summer than it was!) I sat thre for half an hour with a smile on my face.
Seriously.
Man I was freakin' happy :O . And I'm still in a great mood.. Not as good as on the bus because the sun and blue sky combo is like a drug for meeeee.. makes me hiiiiiiighhhhhhhh. Anyway I'm happy and I thought maybe I should share it with you. From my blogs it may seem like I have alot to complain about but do I really have anything THAT bad to complain and moan about? I'm one lucky person in my own opinion, I have a great family, sure the parents have split but they still love me, I have the most AMAZING friends you could ever ask for.. And alot of them for that matter lol, I have food, money ... The things most take for granted. Yeaaaaaahh I can have ups and downs but at the end of the day I'm lucky. Plus I'm still young! I may not think I do.. but I have freedom, sometimes it might feel like I don't because I might have restrictions on things my friends do.. I can't. But hey! I'm out with them most days anyway, alot stay in doing work . mMaybe I should knuckle down.. but not yet.. of course when it's crutial I will.. But from now on I'm gonna try and enjoy everything.. If i don't.. Gimme a slaaap. :)

Oh and the title "Good morning" -- as in new start, change, bringing light onto me to realise how lucky I am..

I'VE SEEN THE LIGHT! (Lol)

Straight to the damn point.

IFFFFFFFFFF you ain't got NO money.. then... Take yo' broke ass home ;)

Alot of different stuff in one.. Boredom basicly.

:(
I had ideas in my head for a song, came to write it down and.. POOF. Gone. :/
Man I'm soo bored (as you can probably tell because I've written 3 blogs today!).
Been kickboxing, it was cool :).

I really want to be in a band! And I soooo want to be able to play my guitaarr it would be awesome. I could just lay there, playing some random tune, singing some random lyrics.. Ever noticed that when you sing random lyrics it always sounds so much better than when you go to write them on paper.. Why is that? :S
Anyway, no one has read my blogs today which is a shame I like having comments :L, though theres not actually much to comment on this or anything..
Priyas Birthiday tomorrow ! Happy birthday Priiii :D we're all up her house so it should be a right laugh :D
I'm hungry...
How do people start these bands anyway ? Do they just one day thinkg "Hm, Ima start a band" and have auditions? I've never been offerd an audition :( lol.

FRIG i am boooooored.

Anyway so one day I will totally try and write lyrics :/ but for now I suck and can't think of anything.
Fancy knowing what song I'm listening to? Hands held high - Linking park .. Great song, not one of their kinda upbeat scream-y kinda ones, quite mellow... I do really like the lyrics thouh, great songg as I said, maybe not your type? Listen anyway :)
" I'ts funny it's times like these we pray, but the bomb blew the moque up yesterday" Yupp. I love that line.
True stuff.
That's another thing, I totally don't agree with the army, why don't they just stop having an army in every country then there'd be no wars, what are the point in wars anyway ? ALl it does is kill a few people, cost alot of money and make a mess. Tell me someone who has really gotten that much out of a war? We always talk abput world peace but where is this peace?! Right now, us and America are out in Iraq (i think? I don't pay attention to the army) fighting, killing innocent people, getting killed themself.. and for what? Okay yes, terrorism.. But how would we like it if some random army from some random country cam here and started ruling and partolling the streets..
Man I could go on, But I aint gonna. Oh yeah and.. not hungry no more.. got toast XD COuld still eat a horse though..
Another thing that bugs me.. Dreaming. Not like go to sleep dreaming but like your dreams, your biggest desire. It's just cruel because how often does your dream come true? Not very I'm guessing, it's just cruel cause people have these visions of them doing want they wanna do and all.. but then you grow up.. And.. Nothing. So I'm so gonna be gutted when I'm older because how often do people become succeful singers or bands? Not too often really. Buut, I'm not saying give up, if you have a dream try your hardest to hold on to this 'cause if one day you let go.. but the opportunity comes where thos dream could come true.. It's too late because you've already given up and you just don't realise anymore.

Oh plus. Song with crappy lyrics should not become songs.. Even though I listen to lots of song with crappy lyrics. :)

I realised today how beatiful the sky was, night sky.. Not only the night sky though, the moon it was pretty perfect. Not a full moon and bright white no. But it was quite small but with a hint of pink, i though Wow that's quite beautiful.. ha this is cheesey hey! Then I kinda compared the moon to us. The moon is out all the time even if we can't see it, it's there, weather it's the roughest of weathers, coldest, warmest, dryest it's there and you can always depend on it to be there. But with us when worst comes to worst we shy away, drown ourself in our sorrows, put ourselfs even further down, but bad always becomes goos at some point, things can only get better so why do we hide away in our missery? If we were like the moon we'd always be there, dependable, nothing could stop us from doing what we're doing, nothing will stop us from doing what we want to do. And then everybody becomes happier and way more determined to reach their goal.
I'm thinking .. blog over :) pretty long blog.. Thanks for reading :)

Be Yourself.

Haha shortly after the blog I just wrote.
Howcome everyone has to be a label these days? Why can't everybody just be themselfs? I don't see the deal with these emos, chavs, scenes, goth or whatever it's like they don't really have their own identity.
It's not like you can label everyone anyway! Like me for instance (i think it's pretty impossible to label me anyway lol). It's not natural to be one of these labels really, unless you're actually being yourself when others around you label but you don't see yourself as a label. You aren't born chocolate, plastic or skater (and the rest) so howcome everybody is so worked up on being "someone".

Plus, what's the deal with chavs and emo's being enemys? It's not that they don't like the actual people they just don't like the label. And judging someone as what they're labeled as is pretty stupid. You can't know a person from what they're labeled.

Everyone is different, so why don't we start showing it? It's not hard. Seems like most people these days are just hiding behinde these masks being.. well.. fake I guess.